I didnt know that my sudden 3-days leave
from work would bring up a lots of nonsense speculation from my test colleagues,
for the facts that they MOSTly are men - i guess the gossip doesnt circulating
only around gurls.
I checked and verified with both of my gurls colleague , and they confirmed that ALL of them were asking my whereabouts for the whole last week when they didnt see me around.
"...Where is Aerna? Is she taking a time-off because she's got stressed and sulking cause N scold her during the meeting?"
to which the girls replied, "no idea, some more you saw also during the meeting right..let her be laa.."
"I heard she was crying? Is it because she fight with B?"
and the girls said, "eh? Idk anything about she's crying..?" and this is true, the girls didnt know. It was that time i was on the phone call, and burst into tears after some level of stress attack, and funny things was, that time around only 1 guy saw me, sitting in the corner hopelessly and talking on the phone. I bet he's the one spreading the rumours.
I never fight with that B, because he's like my lil bro. I remembered he was sound me why i always looks moody, and just giving a piece of an advice, but we never fight. The paparazzi guy in my lab was never failed to told a "good story" like this. It's funny how our conversation can be interpret as fighting instead. He just concern of my mood swing - cause he said MOST of the time i'll look moody, for the fact, i didnt know HE noticed that much and I didnt feel that Im that MOODY all the time.
"You always backup her arr.." the other guy accused one of the girl when he trying to digging up story today. Oh ! this other guy is a bit slow in this INTERESTING speculation that circulating around our dept just because he had only returned from China trip this week.
and the girl replied, "where got? let her be la.. "
Some even said, "Aerna taking time off to go balik kampung ka?", which is indeed the gurls said, NO. cause the facts is, NO. IM not balik kampung.
and the most nonsense speculation & i think humourous one, is when the other guy came to me last night, and asked me,"Aerna, where were you last week?Were you taking off last week because you went for KPOP concert in KL ar? For relaxation? Because all of them said you got frust"
to which my responds, "I wont waste my money for a concert for relaxations. I better go straight to Korea rather than attending any concert.." Somehow, i prefer to go for a long trip to reduce my stress. Idk how the terms "frust" and "sulking" cames up from all these guys speculation...*sigh*
The only part that is true is that Im having a blast of stress level & cant focus at work, but not because i got scold off by my boss during the meeting. Getting scold is norm at work - i wont cry because of this. TOtally nonsense.
After all the stories that the gurls told me, I was laughing. Idk if i should be happy, or upset. Idk if they were care, of just being busy body. Idk that my absence would be noticed by them, and this kind of speculation circulating around.
Cause when i returned to work, everybody acts like nothing happen and didnt say anyth.
My big boss (HOD), asked me and smile, "how are you now?" when i saw him early that morning.
And N give me a slack of not attending the meeting that morning when he asked if im busy to which i responded yes (coz i just got back to work & need to catch up with the emails) and asked if I really need to attend the meeting, and he said, "Its OK"
The guy that saw me crying last week, was my cubicle mate. He saw me that morning and smile calmly saying hi.
The paparazzi guy saw me and said, "Hi Aerna, you'r back" and smiled.
my crush saw me that morning, and said, "why? are you on MC? Not feelig well ka" Idk that he noticed im not around too !
Who knows that behind all these "sweetness" , there's a big speculations around. *sigh*
the gurls said, "Kak, semua orang care pasal u.. u diperhatikan !" and i said jokingly and laugh.."haha.. stressnyaa..."
afterall, only this 1 test tech came drop by at my workstation last night and said , "Aerna , I missed you !"
OK, at least somebody i know is missing me and not aware of that .. speculations.
I checked and verified with both of my gurls colleague , and they confirmed that ALL of them were asking my whereabouts for the whole last week when they didnt see me around.
"...Where is Aerna? Is she taking a time-off because she's got stressed and sulking cause N scold her during the meeting?"
to which the girls replied, "no idea, some more you saw also during the meeting right..let her be laa.."
"I heard she was crying? Is it because she fight with B?"
and the girls said, "eh? Idk anything about she's crying..?" and this is true, the girls didnt know. It was that time i was on the phone call, and burst into tears after some level of stress attack, and funny things was, that time around only 1 guy saw me, sitting in the corner hopelessly and talking on the phone. I bet he's the one spreading the rumours.
I never fight with that B, because he's like my lil bro. I remembered he was sound me why i always looks moody, and just giving a piece of an advice, but we never fight. The paparazzi guy in my lab was never failed to told a "good story" like this. It's funny how our conversation can be interpret as fighting instead. He just concern of my mood swing - cause he said MOST of the time i'll look moody, for the fact, i didnt know HE noticed that much and I didnt feel that Im that MOODY all the time.
"You always backup her arr.." the other guy accused one of the girl when he trying to digging up story today. Oh ! this other guy is a bit slow in this INTERESTING speculation that circulating around our dept just because he had only returned from China trip this week.
and the girl replied, "where got? let her be la.. "
Some even said, "Aerna taking time off to go balik kampung ka?", which is indeed the gurls said, NO. cause the facts is, NO. IM not balik kampung.
and the most nonsense speculation & i think humourous one, is when the other guy came to me last night, and asked me,"Aerna, where were you last week?Were you taking off last week because you went for KPOP concert in KL ar? For relaxation? Because all of them said you got frust"
to which my responds, "I wont waste my money for a concert for relaxations. I better go straight to Korea rather than attending any concert.." Somehow, i prefer to go for a long trip to reduce my stress. Idk how the terms "frust" and "sulking" cames up from all these guys speculation...*sigh*
The only part that is true is that Im having a blast of stress level & cant focus at work, but not because i got scold off by my boss during the meeting. Getting scold is norm at work - i wont cry because of this. TOtally nonsense.
After all the stories that the gurls told me, I was laughing. Idk if i should be happy, or upset. Idk if they were care, of just being busy body. Idk that my absence would be noticed by them, and this kind of speculation circulating around.
Cause when i returned to work, everybody acts like nothing happen and didnt say anyth.
My big boss (HOD), asked me and smile, "how are you now?" when i saw him early that morning.
And N give me a slack of not attending the meeting that morning when he asked if im busy to which i responded yes (coz i just got back to work & need to catch up with the emails) and asked if I really need to attend the meeting, and he said, "Its OK"
The guy that saw me crying last week, was my cubicle mate. He saw me that morning and smile calmly saying hi.
The paparazzi guy saw me and said, "Hi Aerna, you'r back" and smiled.
my crush saw me that morning, and said, "why? are you on MC? Not feelig well ka" Idk that he noticed im not around too !
Who knows that behind all these "sweetness" , there's a big speculations around. *sigh*
the gurls said, "Kak, semua orang care pasal u.. u diperhatikan !" and i said jokingly and laugh.."haha.. stressnyaa..."
afterall, only this 1 test tech came drop by at my workstation last night and said , "Aerna , I missed you !"
OK, at least somebody i know is missing me and not aware of that .. speculations.
XoXo
-Far
(from my facebook status ! )
