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This week Im taking my 1-week leave. Ngam3 budak2 tgh mid-sem exam . dan perfect time for me to runaway from those busiest world of mine ! huhu ~
kadang2, i admit that im too much immersed into work tingy, sampay spending time ngan fams pn kurang. pegi keja seawal jam 6pagi, balek selewat jam 7mlm, sampai rumah - shower & sleep ! please take note, sy x makan malam kt umah, dan mmg da jarang SESANGAT meng'asap'kan dapur. mmg masa bersama family tue , limited. we only exchanged talk on our way to office and school in the morning. The rest? Itu la my daily routine. Dan disebabkan itu jg, Im hvg some misunderstanding wf my fams member. Or maybe, disebabkan oleh kerja kat kolej yg menggileee mcm ribut taufan !
bukan nk mengadu, nk komen lelebey pn tidak. tapi, salahka klu sy kata SAYA PENAT ??
Tiap2 sem makin bertambah2 workload. Maybe u might wondering, what kind of work did i do sampai mengada2 camni?? bukannye doktor pn, yg kene oncall beberapa kali dlm smgu. bukannya engineer pn yg nk kena trun site / offshore few times in a month. bukannya keje pramugari yg dok kene fly ke sana ke mari dan berdiri sepanjang masa melayan karenah pelanggan. Memang BUKAN ! I work as a Tutor in a college, as a matter of fact, my task , GENERALLY is all about TEACHING. Bukan susah pn..? (that's what u might b thinking). In detail, my scope of work adalah seperti berikut :
- Teaching - masuk kelas on time and ikut schedule yg diberikan
- Exam/Quiz/Assgment - preparing mdsem & final exam question, marking, key-in 60%, item analysis & spr
- Mentoring - taking a good care of mentee's academic performance (the grade, study pathway) & ensure that their GEMS requirement is fullfiled (activity and 6 learning experience)
- Modul Beyond Expectation (BE) member - SISE School leader for BE (distribute survey, analysed survey, updating file survey , create graph)
- Admin task : Minute meeting
- Business plan runner : ensure that each program / activity should be run within it's timeframe (i've got 5 activities to run for july - and I'd done 2 out of it , futsal & the camping)
dan sebagainya. U might say,"aiya..sket sja baitu.." but hey ! it wasnt an easy task okay? I've got 4 subject to take care of, and i need to ensure 15%A and less than 15% got an F for their exam. haiyo !
All this task makin membingungkan dengan tambahan preparation for MQA to come. nt bertambah2 byk keja. Dulu, i still can managed things. Tp skg, I forgot lots. I forgot what to do for the next class, i forgot to update mentee study pathway, i forgot to prepare quiz / assgment, i forgot to do the minute meeting, i forgot to print the CE survey .. and I almost forgot EVERYTHING !
Mau ckp tua.. yes im getting another year older tis year. tp, that couldnt b a factor kan?? (in denial)
This whole college-thingy really killing me inside. That's why, I planned to leave .
And yes.. ! Im happy! Im in peace since they couldnt reach me on my phone !
Okay, I even plan on leaving this field , sooner or later ! deng fiza, sony xdek pengambilan baru ke? hehe ! X)
Oh ya... since July should be decorate with some of beautiful memories but ended up being worst nightmare ever, I m going to give myself a reward, or a gift for meself. ! But im goin to keep it a secret . =) It's my month anyway, and 31st July will coming soon ! =)
Happy Advance 25th Birthday, Far ! =) And, till that day, let's make everything memorable & beautiful ! =)
I Love You !