Dont ask me, coz i dont have d answer

Personally, i like tis pix. . and tis moment too!

need to get list of 10. i need to reduce it from 30 to 20. still, deciding.

8 confirm on the list. but hvg trouble choosing another 2 to complete the list.

argh! tough decision. i shouldnt make promises. the promises eat me alive! ugh.

erm. . .


vs


trust me, i definitely will missed tis moment..

im sorry kidz, tis is for your own goodsake.

seriously, im hvg a hard time to decide, and, im afraid of making wrong judgement.

p/s : far, plz learn how to be imperfect, for once! God, help me. Prove me that im doing the right judgement, plz. AMIN.

lagi cerita semalam..

petang semalam ..

~ isu logo proton saga baru masih menjadi isu. mama kata, colleague dia pn sama, hilang golden line kt logo tue. erm~

~ mama kata, "klu mama kaya nt, sambung la ko master , tp d kk teda rasanya, d kl la paling kurang" dan ak balas, " klu mama kaya skg nie, skg nie jg ak benti keja n sambung master ak. tp bukan d kl, tp d situ. " mama kata lagi, " tapi bkn tahun dpn ka? lama lg tue.. boley ka? " dan tidak mau mengalah, ak jawab, " da tangguh tahun nie, xd masalah pn nk masok awal dr tarikh yg d tetapkan". dan di situ mama tidak mau mengalah jg, " tp document ko kn bermasalah?" dan d sebabkan sedang berbicara mengenai masa depan ku lagi la xmo mengalah, " ala ma, selesaikan document bkn lama, satu hari setel la, manada masalah. skejap ja tue.." dan di situ masing2 mendiamkan diri. fikiranku melayang mengenangkan masa depan yg masih dalam perancangan. . .

p/s sedangkan dalam diri masih mempertikaikan kemampuan diri.

Perfect Two

Come across tis song. Love the lyrics tho it means nothing and had nothing to do wf my love life at the moment. But guess tis lyrics s for my soo called bestfwen,my kidz & especially to my love-hate fams =)

to my soo called besfwen ;

you can be the peanut butter to my jelly
you can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
you can be the captain and
i can be your first mate
you can be the chills that i fell on our first date

to my kidz ;

you can be the hero and
i can be your side kick
you can be the tear
that i cry if we ever split
you can be the rain from the cloud when its stormin
or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin

dont know if i could ever be
without you boy cause you complete me
and in time i know that we'l both see
that we're all we need

cause you're the apple to my pie
you're the straw to my berry
you're the smoke to my high
and you're the one i wanna marry

cause you're the one for me for me
and im the one for you for you
you take the both of us of us
and we're the perfect two

we're the perfect two
we're the perfect two
baby me and you
we're the perfect two

to my love-hate fams ;

you can be the prince and i can be your princess
you can be the sweet tooth i can be the dentist
you can be the shoes and i can be the laces
you can be the heart that i spill on the pages

you can be the vodka and i can be the chaser
you can be the pencil and i can be the paper

you can be as cold as the winter weather
but i dont care as long as were together

you know that i'll never doubt ya
and you know that i think about ya
and you know i cant live without ya

to all my beloved ones =) ;

i love the way that you smile
and maybe in just a while
i can see me walk down the aisle

rojak.

~ raya lepas, ada ckp dgn mama, "ma, gemoks sua ak.." . trus respon mama, " nah, entam sja ko tidur sana.." ahaha. lawak la ma. gitaw adik2 pn , c abg & anis berabis ketawa. kuank asam. ahaha. respon spontan okie? aha. panday mama buat lawak. haiya. (sb tym keja ja, tdo seawal jam 8mlm, tp nk bgn pn selewat jam 5.30 pg - dah telebey tido, pn masih mantok okie. alasan : penat. accepted! huu)

~ khamis lepas, mama kata ada appointment dgn doc. pasal saket2 tulang blkg yg dia rasa sejak bebulan2 yg lepas. agaknya sb mama suka sgt buat keja kat umah & angkat2 fail berat2 kt ofiz. penah gak mama ngadu saket kt tulang2 blkg, nk ddk ponk ngilu , sengal2 blkg pn ada. igtkn saket2 biasa. tp rituh doc ckp, tulang blkg mama berselisih. kena mkn ubat sentiasa sampay okie. xley g berurut tradisional tym2 mcm nie. haih.

~ kemarin , anis da merdeka dari PMR. last paper bahasa arab. komfem ckup2 makan kowt. apa x nya, buka buku bahasa arab, sumbat kat telinga lagu korea. ntah mana satu masok. kt telinga or kata mata. haih.

~ kemarin jg, ckp dgn mama, "pullover kejap la ma, tukar kita, biar ak yg drive". sb mama kan sakit blkg, patutnya xpayah drive lg, ak ponk ley take over. tapi mama kata, "masalahnya, klu ko drive, mama yang x tahan bising. " ahahaha. mimang. ak pn x thn klu driving and mama dok sblh. saket tinga & tekanan kowt. huuuu baek2 drive elok, trus jd serba x kena. serius, ini bukan main2. huu

~ mlm tadi mimpi. bkn alang2. mimpi keta ilang tym tgh parking nk g kafe kowt. igt2 blk, rupanya kuar dr keta x kunci ponk. bengong! huuu~! kejap2 tebangun seyh. smp pg nie mantok x hengat dunia. ayoo tp seriusly, mimpi hilang keta is d worst nightmare ever!

~ pagi td, mama bsing. sb salu ajew plan nk kuar jam 6, sb takut jammed kt putatan, kang stuck, abis minyak keta. huuu. td kuar jam 6.15pg, anta adik2 g skola putatan, pastu naseb baek la dpt menyelit & ahernya xd la lama sgt stuck d jammed. isu mama pg td, pasal logo keta. logo proton saga baru tue, mama kata ada cover golden2 line kt tepi2 logo proton tue, bukan hitam jew. pening ak, bukan mmg hitam ja ka? where tis golden line dtg plak? ayo. masing2 nk pertahankan pendapat masing2, siap mata ak melilau lg tgk2 proton saga baru yg ada lalu lalang nk bg tgk mama. ktorg smpy nk bertekak lidah okie? mana sama logo proton saga lama, saga baru, gen 2 & persona.?? hish. mama kata, ada org korek golden line tue, sb tue mama x puas ati, marah2 kt org yg ntah wujud ke x. haish. pagi2 lagi da buat isu. serius, pening la. awal pagiiii okie. haih. tepaksa tny member2 yg memiliki saga baru, kot2 logo tue betul ke ad golden line kt tepi dia? *sigh*

p/s ptg nt tah pe isu lg kuar. huu. esok lusa pn blm pasti. yg pasti, kemengantokan akan tetap merajai diri ini. haiya.

Kalau Berpacaran

Overheard tis song yesterday in car otw to work. aha. so funny tis song. and, nice lyric tho. njoy! =)

p/s nice moral value to all the youngster's couple out there. huu~!

Tak bersemangat sungguh!

Wah.

baru masok keja balek slps amek mc semalam.

klu ekotkan hati, nak gak amek mc tuk 2,3 hari.

bcoz of d fever , flu & cough i've been having since past few days, had caused me to b a lil slow , especially effecting my beautiful brain! huu. i cant tink, its like dead end.

i'v been marking for 3 subjects , and the performance are quiet , erm, .. arh, forget it.

lantak la if u all mengulang balek.

all tis really makes me goes wooo-hoo! crazy okie? huu

aiyo.

if i were given a chance to further my studies, i wont take the chance for granted. but why kids nowadays act as if like they dont care for their future? mayb they care, but their care arent enuf. they know, they realized, but they do nothing to it. maybe not all, but most of em. out of gazillion people out there, the possibility is on 1 : gazzilion. heck! what a small amount! grr~!

okie. whatever. i had a lotsa of ting waiting to b done. aiyo. light me some light! huu.

unstable

Agak berat and agak penat.

fizikal & mental.

tahun2 lepas ujian2 dan dugaan2 nya agak kurang sdikit.

tapi kali nie, semakin mencabar keimanan, dan kesabaran sdh agak tipis.

i run, i hide, and back on track. still, it hadnt enuf.

life has to move on. njoy ur life to d fullest since u live only once.

but, my mind against my instinct. they telling otherwise.

oh God. Help me. =(