Bila Jodoh Itu Ketentuan Tuhan. *SMILE*

Tiga hari sblm new year 2011 :

At Samo's cafe, 4'oclock in the evening :
Miss J : Aerna, what's ur new year resolution? tis year pny resolution already achieved kaa?
Me : Dunno, dun have any. haha!
Miss L : U shud have one, my dear. at least 1. . Me : *smile* erm. . really miss?
Miss J : Ko ada boifwen ka?
Me : *lowered my eyes* (and lowered my voice) tedaaa la miss J. .
Miss J : Aik? Knp?
Me : bkin tmbh masalah seja tue. *senyum lg*
Miss J : ko penah heartbreak ka nie? smpy bunyi mcm kecewaa gilaa nie. .?
Me : *LOL* eh tia laa.. x penah lgsg pn. . bcinta pn x. . (kasi kicik lg tue sound haha)
Miss J : if u want to get married, not too early, around mid-30s is okay . Me : I planned when am 40's *i smiled - satisfied wf my answer*
Miss J : Eh tue lamaa sgt tue. around 30-35 is okay. mcm kami pn kawen umo 30-ers.
Me : *smile* sy. . . erm. . xbrp. . erm. . cemanaa ar, erm if ad jodoh adaa la, means, klu jodoh da smpy awl, i wont refuse la, tp slagi blm ad tue, let it be.. sng cita , im single but not looking laa Miss J. . =) *dalam hati kata beserah pd Tuhan*
Miss L : yes, it's good, she's just nice - a conventional type of girl . it's good.
Me : No larr miss L. . *smile*
Miss L : no dear , its true. Nothing wrong wif it. Ppl nowadays ony looking at the outside - when u want to find somewan, look at here *her fingers pointing at her heart* . for example, dot dot do. . .
Me : *smile sudey* *dalam hati - heartless.*


Dua hari sblm new year 2011 :
Kt Gtalk :

Boy A : Eh, skg nie ramay member kawen senyap2 kan? ko bile lg?
Me : Huu. taw xper. mmg ramay dok nikah senyap2, nsb bek kate nikah, klu majlis pn senyap2 taktaw laa ak.
Boy A : Tue laa.. member ko sapee lg dok nikah senyap2? dak UTP kew? Me : ramayy laa. ad je y ko x kenal. senior kte dak chemist pn ade. nk tgu ak, lameee lg kot. . calon xdek, fulus xde, perancangan lagii xdek. .
Boy A : Oh. . Eh klu2 ko x kawen lagii smpy umo 30 ke, ko carik ak je k. klu takat kawen, ak ponk boley.
Me : *dlm ati da kate gilee mamat nie* ko igt nie kawen maen2 kew? ko nk jd pengantin koboi ke ape?
Boy A : Pengantin koboi tue cane?
Me : Isk2. Pengantin ala2 pak sanggup. . ko nie sebok tny ak nie asal? nak kawen da ke?
Boy A : ala. ak memang nak kawen awal, dlm 26 ke , 27 ke. .tp serius nie, klu dalam umo 30 ke 40 ke nt, ko xdek sape2, ko carik ak je k. x salah kn ak nk tlg kawan.. .
Me : *zzzzzz xfhm ak mamat nie*... nk soh ak bemadu mtk maaf - tp klu time tue ko x kawen lg, mgkin akan d pertimbangkan! uh! *igt kawen bendeee maen kee?grrrr*

10 minit sblm new year 2011 :
Kt Gtalk

Girl A: Far katne? sihat?
Me : Sihat, Alhamdulillah. U sht?
Girl A : ntah lah. .
Me : *mst de pape nie* knp U? ade prob ke?
Girl A : tah laa far. .
Me : tunang sihat ? *ak men tebak je*
Girl A: huu tue laa de.. x taw. .
Me : Ad mslh ke U?
Girl A : Tunang nk mtk putus, tp I xnk. .
Me : Pe mslh de U?
Girl A : Tunang I bla bla bla bla. .
Me : erm . . *geram sebentar* sabar U, sabar. . ..... dan bla bla bla. .

Story Behind the Conversation :

All this happens b4 2011 comes. . When people asked bout my status, they just dont believe. I dont know why. But well , I am SINGLE but NOT LOOKING. =) I had enuf problem wf me. and somehow, my heart is locked hard as it difficult to unlock by most of ppl - it needs special key =) But i dont have to worry as long as my mum did not say anythin bout it! haha. keneee paksee kawen lg terok okie?! mcm kakak yg ak kenal satu tue, nk sambuung blajaa g pHd pn parents x bg - risau anak de x kawen2 lg. huu haaa Thank GOD my mum is kewl! hee
Im ambitious - I have desired on my own, so marriage wasnt somethin on my priorities list! haha kakak tue ckp, aer, skg umo ko masih muda, tgu nt da naek umo 26, 27 komfem berabis nk mencarik. .*dan ak cam biasa- geleng2 x stuju*

idop bujang x abis njoy lg, xkn nk kena ikat awal2. x best ok!

heartbreak sb break couple?? SUMPAH x pernah! haha. ap barang heartbreak sb kene dumped? stupid lorr. haha sorry for those yg terase - tp mmg ak x puas hati , sapee soh becinte separuh nak matii - cinte manusia bkn hakiki- cinte kt ALLAH kekal abadi - itu yg dorg patut igt salu. bg sket2 da la, nt xde la kecewa sgt.

sb sy nerd (kunu') dlu waktu blaja. .

sy kaki buku (kunu') dlu waktu blaja. .

sy x pandang lelaki sbg sorg yg lebih dr sorg kawan. .

sy pandang mereka sbg SETERU dlm blaja - I've always wanted to compete wf em. Dlu, bg saya, popuan samee je panday n kuat mcm lelaki. So sy nk buktikan, popuan lebeyyy panday dr lelaki! Tp itu dlu... time budak2 ingusan lg. hehe.

Masok U, xyah prove laa lebey panday ke x, buktikan yg sy layak dpt degree tue sudey . dan sy buley bejayee same spt mrk. =) dan popuan jg boley =D klu x, manee la cik fiza kte ley jd engineer bjayee kt sony nun! hee (kan fiza kan? hee)

(SELINGAN) sbb tue klu my kidz x blaja betul2, buat ak marah sesangat. x smpy stendet lgsung. cemana nk maju, klu camni smpy ble2 pn kaum hawa jg yg mendahului carta! huu

Bagi mereka yg kenal rapat dgn sy - saya FOBIA. dgn apa? biarlah kami2 sja yg taw.

mgkin dosa bg saya, tp saya kurang percaya pada institusi perkahwinan - atau lagi sng, sy kurang percaya pada kaum ADAM!

Sb tue, bla my sis try tuk matchmade kn dgn mber2 laki dia, ak terus melenting - prasaan benci tba2 hadir. Sy lebih bersenang berkawan dgn kaum ADAM - kdg2 telebey smpy dorg gelar sy SAMSENG! Kasar sgt kowt. huu x kesah, begurau x kesah. Tp klu prasaan laen hadir dlm frenship ktorg, mintak maaf, SAYA AUTOMATIK akan BENCI. Bkn slh kaum ADAM tue, salah ak snrik. FOBIA dgn sekeliling.

Tgk laa mcm story ke3 td. . Tue baru kenal 3 bulan trus tunang - pastu? berubah hati & nk mtk putus? yelaa. kaum ADAM x rugi, yg tanggung malu, kaum HAWA!

For story 2 : Marriage is not as simple as u say it - it needs both understanding & willing from both sides. and it takes forever. sape nak kawen hny setahun pastu cerai kan?? Nak madu laaaagi laa, unless he's millionaire - without love ponk i snggup okie. *kalau. .alasan semate okie*

dan i have my negative and bad side - more than a good side. Tp xyah gtaw la, if ada jodoh nt, dan skiranya jodoh tue smpy lg awal dr target umo nk kawen - means my heart has been unlocked - and he's my special key =) *susah kot nk dpt. hahaha. *

dan kalau sy jmp dia, xpyh tunang - ikat tali terus =) tunang itu risiko ! =D