Sunday, April 8, 2012

Zillions questions that need an answer..

kali nie byk nk cerita , or lebih byk nk d persoalkan - i have more question that i myself wont have the answer.

soal persahabatan :

do i hv friends? where are my friends? how many girl vs boy friends?? are they honest wif our fwenship? how many friends that i keep in touch with? how many of them who are thinking of me as their good and bad times friend to be with?

soal kerja : 

why am i being promoted earlier than my contract period? how burdensome that is? how people will looks at me know? being the only lady in a big group of man , how hard would it be? how many times im being crying for not being able to achieve n completed my own work/task? what had lagged me down? 

soal family : 

why mama never cares about me - how am i doing, how am i coping, how am i feeling? why they are seeing me as a financial solver rather than knowing i have my own cost of living over here? why do i have to pretend to be tough when at some point of time, i need someone to hugged when i am in misery?

soal perikemanusiaan :

why i am lacking of humanship manners when it comes to helping people? why my housemate dont have such manner to ask kindly when she asking for a favor rather than demanding to do her things? 

soal jodoh :

what is wrong with me that i never ended hooked up with someone? why i am being choosy? and why i am always ended up hating boy/man when we get closer everytime? and why, at this point of time, i am start to get jealous with that person when he talked to him? whyyyy on earth i can get to like someone's HUSBAND? astaghfirullahalazim...


if i can only get an aswer to my question - i wont have to worry on soo many things ~ 

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