Today i feel like writing ! Too many things happened in my life, and i feel like ever since July till Oct - these months on these years doesnt really bring me good happiness, and keeps on playing with my emotions . I feel like giving up - running away from all the stuff and people and things - and trying to forget EVERYTHING that had happened to my life.
I dont know where to start - but I feel totally upset - being alone, no friends, no family - no contact . At some point of times, i feel like people's only using me for their own sake. :(
For the first time in my life, i wanna do something for my life , for myself. I just want to.
Anyway, despite of all the shitty things that i had in my mind and life, i keep on receiving good news - first time hvg external training in KL on Oct, and finally i had been confirmed as Engineer in where my current company , after 4 mths of training as management trainee, and 7months of probation as Engineer. Great ! Now, if i wanna leave this place to work at some other place, i need to give out at least 1 mth notice !
erm. planning to go bangkok this end of year with girlfriends by train - i hope i can get thru the immigration just fine.
like i said, i wanna do something for myself at the very least after 3years working to earn for people. well, enuf saying.
TTYL ! :)
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