Sunday, December 18, 2011

everytime i want to b strong, there u goes..

i have no idea what to write here, in this page. 

well, works keep me busy. indeed.

in a blink of an eye, its been almost 1month and 2 weeks i've been in SMART. Too many things to learn, and i need to learn fast !

next week, my supervisor wont be around. He's outstation to China, so i'll be reporting to Andrew. wohoo ! This 2 guys has different method to teach us - new engineer. Me and Ramin surely having our tough moment now.. Clement teach things by teaching, Andrew teach things by letting you to search for yourself. somehow, I am getting jealous of Ramind, as if he learns a lot compare to me. 

Well, my job scope now is on Failure Analysis. Test the drive, find the root cause - either hardware or on software side. basically, i need to get know to our product. It's been tough though. But its fun, indeed. The only thing that keeps me slow in my pace is, i am still dont know either i have to reply back to Westford (design) team or not , because sometimes, when i asked Clement, he said no need to reply because other person already reply to Westford team. But i was wondering , if the Westford team understood this case well. There might be possibility later they wont entertain my email if i address certain issue to them. well, i just dont know.

Last time, I was getting scolded by Clement when i said i delete my sent item accidentally since my mailbox is overlimit.. then he said, " how come you delete your sent item? that is the moest important thing in your email !" .. I was upset.. but, i dint do it on purpose =__="

well..i need to be tough now. I will try to avoid mistakes.. but everytime i try, i keep on doing it. daym !

We will be having 1week plant shutdown. I dont know what to do, with limited budget, i dont thing i can go anywhere. T__T

when can i solve this problem? please laa...

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Hello World ~

it's been 3 weeks since i left home. lotsa things i wanna share, but i just dont know where to start. :)

well, after being 2 years in beautiful hometown, Kota Kinabalu was indeed a great city to live in ! Every moment i enjoy and treasured, with family - the joy, the pain - greatly cherish every moment i had.

apparently, I am totally enjoy my life now - my work especially, finally i've become someone who i really want to be - an engineer, in my own field. Alhamdulillah. All the patient and effort now well paid-off. 

I have to sort everyth out on my own, luckily i have Maisarah to help me with accomodation arrangement. Now am living in Penang, not in island, but in mainland. I lived with another 2 housemates, who am rarely seen due to my busy schedule at work, and one of them are staff nurse - working shift at KPJ nearby and i only meet her once in awhile. another housemate is the owner's sister in law, a mechanical engineering student in politeknik nearby, but she will leaving soon end of this november. so,I guess later there were only both of us in this house. But that doesnt really matter, since i've spend most of my time in my room. haha :)

my workplace? i enjoy the environment, the peoples are friendly, helpful and open-minded. i have a lotsa things i wanna learn. oh ! i am attached to Test Department SSD (Solid-State Drive), where I am the only lady in the groups. I am spending my whole working days in Debug station in production line, where I learned things like rework and debug process from Silen & Abang Boy. This 2 ppls really helped me alot, to understand the situation and explained things in patient whenever i asked question. 

I have met the technician, Barathan , and another new fresh engineer who came 2 months early than me, Ramindhran. Both of them always go back late due to workload. Me too, sometimes. depends on the work priority. :) 

I am reporting to Clement for my task, and currently am having collaboration with Bruce Kauffman, the design engineer from US in order to troubleshoot my Optimus drive. 

Apart from Clement, there's Andrew , who helped me at the early stage in doing FLFA (First Level Fault Analysis). He taught me a lot, and I can say, he's a good engineer tho. And my hiring manager who did the interview with me last time I came, Nitia, he is indeed a good leader and engineer. I am rarely see him in the production, but he is indeed busy with other things - since he's the boss , he'l busy with presentation and all. :)

Nitia's boss, which is my Boss' Boss, is Venga. I've met him during my 2nd interview, and i cant tell if he likes me (in terms of member team), but he invites me to a dinner last thursday with Jack Pacheco, and Ramin are not. So, i can say, he is giving me a chance. :)

Another boss, which is Venga's boss, or my Boss' Boss' Boss, Babu, who i rarely meet, was always busy wif conference and other work. But, I've met him b4 during the interview, and he seems like a nice and professional guys. 

I am indeed learned a lot from all of them, how to work professionally and technically. One thing i know is , you have to be good to people who working under you and appreciate them more so that they will do your work light-hearted. Bossing them around is not good for your health indeed. :) however, I do have a lotsa things to learn and will do my best to delivered my work. Eventho working together with US team really needs a careful reporting. 

Most of the time, I'll go back home the max at 12am, and have to be at the office b4 8am (but when im tired the day bfore, i'll just arrive b4 8.30am). It is indeed tiring, but I enjoy my life, and my work. In a week, we will have this conference call at 8.30pm and 9pm every wed & thursday. I can tell , this conference call is much tiring and sleepy compare to being in production line. haha !

this is what i like about being Single. No commitment, no one can control u, no one will say anythg to u. I just love the way i lived rite now. Marriage is not something that everyone can do. At least, not me in the time being. :)

Friends? I have Maisarah around, eventho i am rarely seen her, but i still can talk to her. I dont make lotsa friends yet, since I am not ready to have one. Back at office, I did make a lotsa friends, they are good, but I am not ready yet. Let's the workplace-buddy, remain as the workplace-buddy. It just too suffocated when someone at ur workplace knows a lot bout u. :)

My transportation - currently im renting kancil for a month, rm750. huh ~ i tried to get myself a new car, but i cant. I am still waiting for a good news, but if the loan didnt approve, i need to get myself 2nd hand car. i'd rather pay 300++ per month for transport rather to pay for rm750 per month. I need to get the transport ASAP. 

Well, i guess that's all for my updates. I dont know when will be my next entry , since having this mood to write down also takes some times.

Anyway, I've received text from Hairuz , Helmy & Yani's dad , telling me about their result for June 2011, text from Azuan, Razak, DK & Melvin too ! Thanks kids for the text. ;) I am grateful you guys still remember me. :)

Take care everyone ! till we meet again. 

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Emotion

Sometimes I also didnt know why i have my temper around so fast. In a minute I am okay, but a minute later, I'll be mad like hell, dont know why..


just like now at kenduri my uncle, I was talking and chitchatting just fine wf my cousin and niece, but I guess it was bcoz the weather was hot like hell, and the house crowded wf people.. and i insist to my mom that i wanna go home, and drop by at the office to pick up some things.
then my mom and anis said something to me when we are in our car, but suddenly i got mad and rise up my voice. i dont know what's gotten into me, but I truly madly getting mad all of sudden. crazy. huh !

this kinda situation occured frequently to meself. sometimes i find this kind of attitude annoyed me. dui ! nway, i'll post some more later. gtg! bye !

Friday, October 21, 2011

Sahabat

remember in my previous entry? I was talking about this song, which kak June dedicated especially to me. Thank You kak June. I heart u forever ! U r the sweetest person i ever met ! :)




ku layarkan kerinduan
di lautan memori
mengimbau kenangan indah
yang menyentuh emosi
masih segar di ingatan
saat mesra berputik
hadirmu bawa sinaran
cahaya inspirasi

sahabat
kau sesungguhnya
teman ku
di kala suka dan lara
tika ku buntu
diselubungi sendu
kau tiupkan ketabahan
untuk ku ukir senyuman
bagaikan embun
hilang diterbit fajar
kau pergi jauh mengejar cita
menggapai redha yang Esa

duhai sahabat dengarkanlah
bicara hatiku ini
meskipun jarak memisahkan namun tiada noktah kasih
biarlah waktu menentukan
nilai ukhwah yang terjalin
teruskanlah perjuangan hingga ke titisan darah terakhir

dan aku..
masih di sini..
terus mendaki..
puncak tertinggi hidupku
dan aku..
terus menanti..
saat yang manis
akan berulang kembali..

Sahabat..

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

:)

today is 19th, means, I have another 9 days to go before I off to Penang.

When first I got the job offer, I was excited & thankful for His bless & givings. Alhamdulillah.
Then, without I realize, I am soo impatient to get back to KK, to settle everythin ASAP and starting to work.

I told the news to my fams & close friends, who plays the biggest role of supporter in my life.

Mama, Aerma, Abg, Jos, Ina, Syuk, Cor, Zimah, Fle, Anis, Mai :) 

Thank you ! :) 

Later that nite, I inform about my resignation to my mentees, Nody - since he's working on the pixs for mags, Helmy - since he's in the KSSGM and I leave him wf some msg to take care of the club, and the next morning, I told Qaslun the news - since I used to promised him, I wont resign until they graduate from PTPL. 
And, I break the promises.

Back at office, the first person I told about the news is Yanti, since she's my ex-mrsm mate, and I trust her to keep my secret. Then, my PM, Ms Jovi, after that, I told Dennie. Kak June knew the news from my fb status, too obvious huh? erm. :)

Nway. I was worried, bout my mentees. but i think soon it's gonna be okay. I write them Notes in the FB, as the last advice. At first , the reaction was critical, but i think, it was bcoz they are shocked of the news. that's all. :)

oh. i told Faiz n Dino as well. Since, both of them used to text me to ask for things like, " bila register ms?" or, " bila bukak sem ms?" or.." ms jovita ada d ofz ms??" and lotsa more. and agen, the reaction was.. erm, okay , shocked. just like my mentees... upset? a bit..mayb. :)

huh. i dont know what to write nymore. i dont have the feeling to update tis. but, suddenly.. kak June posted this song "Sahabat - Devotees" on my wall, and if u listen to it, you'll understand what's the lyrics is all about. 

okay. will post later. dont know what to write. the mood in the lab was down. huhu =_=

bye ! :)


Friday, October 14, 2011

I Guess I Should Stop Feeling Sorry

actually, i still have a lotsa activities i wanna do wif my kids in the future, but since i'll be leaving soon.. I guess, it was a pity then.

among them are :

  • go-kart
  • visit Green Connection
  • Karambunai Lagoon
  • Pulau Sapi
  • KK Adventure
and lotsa more. . huh ~.. sorry, it was too sudden came into my mind. i guess i should stop feeling sorry. :|

Bingung !

Okay, news from me, dear blogger friends !

I am going to quit my recent job as a tutor and move to a new place. Pray me luck, okay?

current mode : too messy ! 2 years things need to settle ASAP. =_=

sedey + risau + bingung, semua skaly !