SPM o SPM !

Congratulation to my one & only lil bro, Muhammad for complete his SPM successfully & obtained 7A's 3B's in his SPM 2011.

ps : mampoih ak kene sapot de amek lesen kete. huuhu ~

Engineer (EN04) ?

Hi blogger fellas,

How are you? Me? Just doing fine over here, a lil bit busy you can say - or might ACTING busy. :) kak Vanitha said, even MINISTER also easy for her to see, but me?

Remember I said i wanna share some good news? Alhamdulillah, within 4months, I have already convert to Engineer position at where i work now - earlier, i am attached under agency for actually 6months training period , but my boss aldy converted me into company's employee within 4 months of work..he said, "we value your hardwork.."

and me.."Thanks, boss" ..

At first, i feel bad about my colleague who undergo training , even 2 months senior than me in this field, but attached under different agency - but when i asked him and he dont even bother, i feel a bit in ease.

but i feel bad for my debug specialist - he should be promoted to Technician level - he even worked until Sunday , and helped me out with my JIRA/YDBG clearance, but my Snr Tech got promoted to AE (Assistant Engineer) position - which is, honestly, me us dont think he really deserved it. It's not pilih bulu, but we see what we saw..

And i am not really in the mood to work today. hrmmm...

okay then, anyway, congratulation Effa for your promotion ! :) Alhamdulillah.. :)

Coming soon

Despite of my busy schedule, I have a good news wanna share to everyone.. but, soon ! :)

insyaALLAH.. 

Love,

Far

my current story

it's almost my 5th month in this company, and i've been crying for 3x - due to work pressure related. the 3rd times is worst - i cried during our daily test meeting . it was actually not really crying at that meeting, but holding back my tear n upset, i was rushing to the ladies and cried my heart out. i tried to calm myself - before went in back to the meeting. 

the worst part is, EVERYONE is noticing im crying :( . heck ! shame on me. i was actually talking to my supervisor at that time, but couldnt hold any longer when abg boy text me, "sabaq la.." .. darn ! i am being emotional. daym it ! 

after returning back to the meeting, everyone act like nothing happened, and just do normal. after the meeting, my SV asked me to complete the list first before we can make any disposition on what to do with the remaining drive given. I said, ok. 

So. taking my own sweet-sour times at office and at MY PLACE (usually i will straight go to the debug) - but this time, i need to do office work, not debug work. at 12, i received text from my bos, "Aerna, please meet me at the lab nw". Fully understood what he want to talk about.. it takes me awhile before decided to go and meet him. I was actually want to say NO and giving excuses wanna go for lunch wf fwen at 12 as promises (well, i really do promise my fwen) but.. i giving it a second thought, perhaps i can voice out to him whatever is im keeping. but, not all , indeed.

and there u go. when he asked me with a smile, " what happen to you? anything wrong?" and, darn again, i cried again bfore i can face him.

"Aerna, dont be too emotional.. okay3.. calm yourself" but i guess he is too busy to take care of my problem, so i decide to be professional.. we have a lil discussion - and to be honest, i dont even know why am crying. I tell him, it's just all bcoz of me - im too upset/dissapointed in myself & when i unable to do things on time. 

bloggers fwen, that's why this blog is called "bila si PERFECTIONIST berkata-kata".. when perfectionism become your priority, you'll ended up stress n pressure. and he said, he totally understand because he is just like me - perfectionist. 

he giving me an advice, and he said, i can always come and take to anybody - all i need is to spare some times to talk rather that keep inside myself alone. and, i am not the only person who cried when we first enter the plant, there's more - and that people who cried earlier, now becoming the strongest person in the plant. he said, when he first interview me, he said out of all candidate that he interviewed, i am the only one with a high prospect & made it to the plant. (i guess i shud be grateful & bear in my mind to improve more). 

I told him to not misunderstood me.. im crying nothing about personal - but all related to work.cyring is my only way to express my disspoinment & frustration - and he said, its okay to cried, but rather than crying, why not channeling the energy there to look for more improvement - i've been there, in the future i should be able to improve what's lacking. i guess, he totally correct. 

I am totally understood what he was trying to say. indeed. crying will make you stronger - in a good way. and today, another Section Manager , Abg Ali, told me the same thing. it happened - everyone will cried when they first enter work at factory - so, dont worry about it. 

shame on me. im still failed to control my EQ. they no need IQ, but EQ. cmon far.. lets do it. 

and i ended up going back at 5 o clock in the morning that day, and working 2nd half on the nxt day - and everyone keep asking "Aerna, are you ok? busy?" - "oh aerna.. its ok, you can pass it to me after you are ok..".. "Aerna, come i help you",,

man ! >_< even my sv was saying, "Aerna , we will have conf. call tonite, so please take your dinner since we will be staying late tonight.."

okay. okay. Barathan teased me "Crying Baby" .. well, whatever ! now thinking of what had happened, i am wayy to shame & wanna forget everyth. crossing my every finger ! 

Whitey !

Alhamdulillah, ahernya dpt gax urus transport setelah 2bulan berusaha. dok sewa 750 tiap2 bulan, sape mampo oik ~ ak pn byk saraan gax ! :P syukur, 30dec, ahernya keluar jg c Whitey , PKK 3674 :P nk upload gmbr, tp x amek gmbr c Whitey lg. nt la ek, ble ade masa, ak upload ~ keke :D 

New year's eve. Plan nk jupe gf kat Jusco Seberang Prai, tup2, cancel. Dpt berita kurang baek dari emak intan, dan de tepaksa blk kl. Takziah buat Intan sekeluarga. Semoga roh arwah mendapat berkat dari-Nya. AMIN. Semoga tabah ye Intan. Laen kali boley jupe lg. :)

Tp ak teruskan gax, plan g jusco, x jadi ngedet ngn intan, ak ngedet ngn Whitey je. :) 

Xjaoh pn umah ak dgn jusco, 5-10mins smpy la. :) 

trus straight g tgkt 3, menuju ke TGV. Ye, ak nk wat keje gile, nk layan muvie marathon solo3. haha ! 

plan nk tgk mission impossible, tp org kaunter kate, jam 2.20ptg je ad.. las2 ak amek cite 2359 jam 11pg, dan Mission Impossible : Ghost Protocol jam 2.20ptg. So, lepas muvie 2359 tue, ak dok jln2 carik aksesori tuk Whitey, beli tisu, kaver tisu, signboard, car perfume - xnk la lebey2, bajet pn ckup2. ot x claim ag. huhuh 

Pastu, ade osmet baru nk mai. After movie abis jam 4.30ptg, ak singgah sat kat pasaraya kt Perda nie. nk beli racun semut, osmet skg bising sb after masak, semut byk kuar. huhu ~ naseb baek jupe. huhuh

straight balik umah pastu. tetibe kepala ak sakit sgt. osmet baru kate nk mai dalam jam 6 camtu.. tp tgu2 x smpy2.. trus lelap sat. 

kire2 dlm 7lebey, baru de dtg. tuan umah x bg de kunci ag. so , kena la bukak kan pintu tuk de. ok, pastu, smbung tgk GI Joe, sb boring sgt.. haha. then, terima text dari Tony, "Happy New Year Ms ! :) " .

Oh ! Tony my kid, thanks for the remembrance ! :) 

then dalam jam 11 lebey tertidoq layan GI Joe.. las2 jam 12.45 dpt panggilan. xtaw dari sape. dlm mamai2 tgk gax, oh ! Melvin. *senyum dlm mamai*.

melvin : happy new year ms !

me : happy new yr melvin. :) d mana nie?

melvin : d umah ms.. tgk fireworks. cnie luar..

me : aik. blm tido lg? 

melvin : cemana mau tido ms,.. bsing sgt. hehe. ms d mana nie?

me : ms d umah...

melvin : umah d kk??

me : haha. x la.. cnie penang la nak..

melvin : oh.. igtkn ms d kk..

me : meriah jg sana?

melvin : meriah tue tia la, tp tia tue meriah la..

me : aik.. ada jua yg kena nie..naseb baek jao..

melvin : haha. betul la bha ms. hehehee

me : yala2..

melvin : ms, aritu yani tipo sa.. time kami mkn d indah maju, dia ckp , "Ms Aerna pulang harini !" .. trus sa pn meriah la sana... trus yani blang , " percaya betul bha dia.."

me : haha. jgn telampau pecaya sgt org melvin.. jgn amek hati dgn kawan..

melvin : xla ms.. kawan2 jg bha.. dia bergurau ja bha tue..

me : iya la bha. jgn amek hati ar..

melvin : iya ms.. tp ms, klu ms blk nt, pastikan sa org pertama tau ms mau blk k !!

me : haha ! iyaa.. ok ~ pastikan kamu ada nt time ms blk.. klu x.. awas kamu !

melvin : iya bha ms. hehe ! ms tido nie td kan?

me : a'a. ms saket kepala td lepas kuar.. tue yg tdo awal..

melvin : bha, ms saket kepala, mkn ubat...

me : iya melvin.. *smile*

melvin : ok la miss.. selamat taun baru.. jaga diri..

me : ok melvin.. kamu pn blaja bagus2.. jgn nakal2 ok. take care.. nite !

melvin : nite ms ! 

fuh ! :) i never expected phone call from this kid actually. in fact, i try to call him few times bfore, tp xde respond. thanks melvin for the call ! biarpn lewat mlm, sanggup ms angkt fon. :) applied to only those special person. 

then pagi nie, DK plak antar text. "Miss, Hepy new year. ahaha tua suda miss. aha sy mc 17. aha "

kuank asam pny bdak ~ haha ! nway.. thx dk  ! :)

then, zaifah pm me on FB, by then baru nk wish New Year. haha ! nway, thanks kid !

So by then, the reason that i dont want to brief my 2011, is that too many memories spent wf those kids. Indeed, 2011 my life are all surrounded by their images and shadows - beautiful one. Anyway, take care kids. Mummy <3 u forever ! ^^ Take care !

2012 !

Hehe ! Life is tough, and work is TOUGH too ! haha. well, when the things going tough, the tough get going. kui3..

actually, this week, 26th dec till 1st jan, SMART is having plant shutdown, but since there's a demand from customer and i need to work on my JIRA clearance, so, me and the rest of the team are working hard (konon) work our ass real hard from last saturday up until today (for me only) since Friday, Saturday and Sunday they are working for Lab Relayout for SSD. Let me tell u, i am really a working hard person indeed, but now there's a time where my mind totally exhausted and need a break. luckily, today i got off early. at 4.15pm. hehe :) went to JJ though, to buy some things. :)

well, next week (or should i say next year !), we will move to new place. hehe ! i wont be sitting at those cubicle anymore (at finance & purchasing - my current cubicle) , but will be sitting near all the SSD Team's test. oh yeah ! :) 

but the bad thing is, Debug will be separated from other Flash and memory product ! huhu. it's good that we dont have to share hot air flow and SRT machine.. but, it will be boring later. huhu ! But i hope, the stress wasnt there plz. :) Abg Boy and Silen, Chayok ! :)

anyway, I will updated more soon, if only i can take picas.. huhuh. my handphone totally cannot tolerate anymore, haha ! bidak ! oh ! can someone buy me a phone, plz ! huhuh

nway, Happy New Year 2012 everyone ! :) 

ps : cant wait for my whitey to b issue soon ! AMIN...

Tax?

haha ! when my HR told me to reg for income tax, I dont give a heck what that supposed to mean . But somehow, out of nowhere, I was trouble with the thought of paying income tax ! No matter how many person i asked, regardless of how many website i google, I still DONT UNDERSTAND a bit about income tax ! why is it so hard for me to understand this shitt ar? eiya ! :(

they said, one are entitle to pay income tax if their net income are more than 2.5k per month, or exceed rm35k (or 30k? 36k?? whatever whichone) annually, and only got exception for few things such as, life insurance, zakat pendapatan, purchasing laptop, sport, books etc.. wadehek ! My payment are not included though in those exception.

I have to pay both rental (KK & Png) , waterbill, electric bill, service charge (KK) , Singer (furniture at kk), plane ticket, car (new whitey coming soon, insyaALLAH), laptop loan, credit card, broadband ! - i can say, in one month, I can only spend rm100 on my ownself for a month ! darn it ! waaa...

wadehek is income tax???? hopefully i wont get charge higher, if not, im totally broke ! huhu..