Saturday, April 21, 2012

i want my peaceful saturday

Hi bloggers, 

Introduce to my 4-months old baby whitey :)


and , here u go, say whatever u wanna say, i dont care :p


and yeah, today is my 1st time i dont feel like wanna go to company, so ended up at starbucks sunway to finished up job. :)


but.. darn ! i can connect to the wifi, but couldnt connect to the VPN server ! :( *apa la naseb*

anyway, counting 7days more ! 

Friday, April 20, 2012

Need break afterall

:) 

x sabar nk blk hilangkan kekusutan kerja sebentar ! 

ever since im working here, my brain is working 24/7. I need a break afterall. :)

Land below the wind, pls bring a piece of wind to me ! <3 ^^

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Pening

Pening dgn politik keja. Pening dgn karenah org. Pening mcmane nk bawak diri. Pening. Tersangat pening.

Demam, tapi kena mai keja sabtu ahad. herm..

smile sokmo. :)

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Best Meal cost you kaching !

Last Friday, im having lunch department at KhunThai restaurant at Bagan Ajam, Butterworth. It was because of Tom's last day in Penang before he went back to Westford to resume to his normal routine. 

To tell you honestly, i am not a very good driver with direction - so basically, if there's a place we need to go,  i will just take a ride with Boss's Grand Livina to the destination, but since i have to dropped of my housemate at KFC , I tallied them from behind with my whitey. 

So, all of us has reached place at 1pm - the whole team was there,except Andrew, Ramind, David , Silen, Abg Boy & Miji since some of them are busy at work, and Abg Boy & Miji have to go for Friday prayer. 

Even Abg Ali & Satya (Newark guy) , including Shon (the new management trainee under Shasi) join us for the lunch. The meal was quite lots & yummy - Steam Lala, Steam Fish, Chicken tomyam, Rice, Thai Cha Om Omelette, Fried Prawn, Flower Oyster, Beehun, Mushroom, and even Nameless Chicken - fuh ! 

But the most overwhelmed part is, being the only lady in a group of a man, they treat u well for the food. *smileee* 

Shasi was cool ! I never thought that he has those side of gentleman inside him - as far as i know him for the past 5months - a very coldhearted man who never wants to give his piece of mind if you come to him empty-handed. 

He was soo nice & gentleman to me during the lunch - sitting next to me, he put the eggs inside my plate, he even get me a bowl of tomyam soup even i said to boss that i will get my tomyam once im done with my plate. He even offered himself to be my accompany while we driving back to company - just in case i might get lost my way (since im not really familiar with the road).. huhuh. He is soo just gentlemen, and we have a good chat in the car. 

Well, never judge a book by its cover - whatever it is, i need to be tough , whatever may comes thru me - 

Silen has mention this to me few times ,"Aerna is bionic woman - strong lady - iron lady, hvg a braveheart to face all the man in the team"

And aby boy said, "Not all ladies can work in a group of man, but Aerna can ! Among all the roses garden, Aerna is totally a different kind that exist in that garden"

And me? For the fact has been crying like few times ever since joined the company, I am totally understood that working in this environment will make you a stronger person ever !

Well - if you guys visit Penang and hunger for food, you dont wanna missed to try out this KhunThai restaurant - Click Here.

Take care bloggers ! :)

ps : mode demam. Sharing this info via blog - no one will care how am i doing and coping here in Penang , so i guess, im ok. :)

Monday, April 9, 2012

Not sure of my own feelings..

bila ak majuk, he knows..

bila ak terasa, he comforts..

bila ak sedey, he'll stand next to me, and his hand try to reach mine & comfort with his gestures..

:)) 

i always thought of him as elder brother - in fact he's married, wf 2 childrens..

but why on earth im getting jealous of another guys hang out with him?? darn !

i dont know how i feel about him, but yes, i do like him - its just am not pretty sure as friends or more than tht. nauzubillah..


Sunday, April 8, 2012

Zillions questions that need an answer..

kali nie byk nk cerita , or lebih byk nk d persoalkan - i have more question that i myself wont have the answer.

soal persahabatan :

do i hv friends? where are my friends? how many girl vs boy friends?? are they honest wif our fwenship? how many friends that i keep in touch with? how many of them who are thinking of me as their good and bad times friend to be with?

soal kerja : 

why am i being promoted earlier than my contract period? how burdensome that is? how people will looks at me know? being the only lady in a big group of man , how hard would it be? how many times im being crying for not being able to achieve n completed my own work/task? what had lagged me down? 

soal family : 

why mama never cares about me - how am i doing, how am i coping, how am i feeling? why they are seeing me as a financial solver rather than knowing i have my own cost of living over here? why do i have to pretend to be tough when at some point of time, i need someone to hugged when i am in misery?

soal perikemanusiaan :

why i am lacking of humanship manners when it comes to helping people? why my housemate dont have such manner to ask kindly when she asking for a favor rather than demanding to do her things? 

soal jodoh :

what is wrong with me that i never ended hooked up with someone? why i am being choosy? and why i am always ended up hating boy/man when we get closer everytime? and why, at this point of time, i am start to get jealous with that person when he talked to him? whyyyy on earth i can get to like someone's HUSBAND? astaghfirullahalazim...


if i can only get an aswer to my question - i wont have to worry on soo many things ~ 

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

SPM o SPM !

Congratulation to my one & only lil bro, Muhammad for complete his SPM successfully & obtained 7A's 3B's in his SPM 2011.

ps : mampoih ak kene sapot de amek lesen kete. huuhu ~