Emotion

Sometimes I also didnt know why i have my temper around so fast. In a minute I am okay, but a minute later, I'll be mad like hell, dont know why..


just like now at kenduri my uncle, I was talking and chitchatting just fine wf my cousin and niece, but I guess it was bcoz the weather was hot like hell, and the house crowded wf people.. and i insist to my mom that i wanna go home, and drop by at the office to pick up some things.
then my mom and anis said something to me when we are in our car, but suddenly i got mad and rise up my voice. i dont know what's gotten into me, but I truly madly getting mad all of sudden. crazy. huh !

this kinda situation occured frequently to meself. sometimes i find this kind of attitude annoyed me. dui ! nway, i'll post some more later. gtg! bye !

Sahabat

remember in my previous entry? I was talking about this song, which kak June dedicated especially to me. Thank You kak June. I heart u forever ! U r the sweetest person i ever met ! :)

ku layarkan kerinduan

di lautan memori

mengimbau kenangan indah

yang menyentuh emosi

masih segar di ingatan

saat mesra berputik

hadirmu bawa sinaran

cahaya inspirasi

sahabat

kau sesungguhnya

teman ku

di kala suka dan lara

tika ku buntu

diselubungi sendu

kau tiupkan ketabahan

untuk ku ukir senyuman

bagaikan embun

hilang diterbit fajar

kau pergi jauh mengejar cita

menggapai redha yang Esa

duhai sahabat dengarkanlah

bicara hatiku ini

meskipun jarak memisahkan namun tiada noktah kasih

biarlah waktu menentukan

nilai ukhwah yang terjalin

teruskanlah perjuangan hingga ke titisan darah terakhir

dan aku..

masih di sini..

terus mendaki..

puncak tertinggi hidupku

dan aku..

terus menanti..

saat yang manis

akan berulang kembali..

Sahabat..

:)

today is 19th, means, I have another 9 days to go before I off to Penang.

When first I got the job offer, I was excited & thankful for His bless & givings. Alhamdulillah.
Then, without I realize, I am soo impatient to get back to KK, to settle everythin ASAP and starting to work.

I told the news to my fams & close friends, who plays the biggest role of supporter in my life.

Mama, Aerma, Abg, Jos, Ina, Syuk, Cor, Zimah, Fle, Anis, Mai :) 

Thank you ! :) 

Later that nite, I inform about my resignation to my mentees, Nody - since he's working on the pixs for mags, Helmy - since he's in the KSSGM and I leave him wf some msg to take care of the club, and the next morning, I told Qaslun the news - since I used to promised him, I wont resign until they graduate from PTPL. 

And, I break the promises.

Back at office, the first person I told about the news is Yanti, since she's my ex-mrsm mate, and I trust her to keep my secret. Then, my PM, Ms Jovi, after that, I told Dennie. Kak June knew the news from my fb status, too obvious huh? erm. :)

Nway. I was worried, bout my mentees. but i think soon it's gonna be okay. I write them Notes in the FB, as the last advice. At first , the reaction was critical, but i think, it was bcoz they are shocked of the news. that's all. :)

oh. i told Faiz n Dino as well. Since, both of them used to text me to ask for things like, " bila register ms?" or, " bila bukak sem ms?" or.." ms jovita ada d ofz ms??" and lotsa more. and agen, the reaction was.. erm, okay , shocked. just like my mentees... upset? a bit..mayb. :)

huh. i dont know what to write nymore. i dont have the feeling to update tis. but, suddenly.. kak June posted this song "Sahabat - Devotees" on my wall, and if u listen to it, you'll understand what's the lyrics is all about. 

okay. will post later. dont know what to write. the mood in the lab was down. huhu =_=

bye ! :)

I Guess I Should Stop Feeling Sorry

actually, i still have a lotsa activities i wanna do wif my kids in the future, but since i'll be leaving soon.. I guess, it was a pity then.

among them are :

• go-kart
• visit Green Connection
• Karambunai Lagoon
• Pulau Sapi
• KK Adventure

and lotsa more. . huh ~.. sorry, it was too sudden came into my mind. i guess i should stop feeling sorry. :|

Bingung !

Okay, news from me, dear blogger friends !

I am going to quit my recent job as a tutor and move to a new place. Pray me luck, okay?

current mode : too messy ! 2 years things need to settle ASAP. =_=

sedey + risau + bingung, semua skaly !

Whatever u called this

i feel like wanna scream !

i dont know what to do in my life again ! i am totally changing by environment.

it's not that i dont like my lifestyle now, but gradually i am getting TIRED (BORED) of this lifestyle..

wake up early in the morning, go to work - lecture, mentoring, admin-ing, meeting , getting scold everytime  for not catching up with the target and all , get tense up then.. - off to work, taking shower , watching series or fb online , or hang out with friends until late at night, then star back the routine as usual.

it's not that I m not grateful, but indeed, i feel too slow and my mind and soul not so much developed ! i mean, i want to do something else !

i want to do things i would like to do, like joining dancing classes after work, or having learn korean during the weekend or after work !

afterall, all i need is to b a passive individu, i want to be on the 'learner's side' , not on the 'teaching side'.

i missed all those stuff. studying, and exam !

and bcoz of my ptptn, i got stucked. :(

aaaaaaaaaaaaa.. okay3. no time for emo. but am getting tired of this lifestyle ! :[

Arrgh?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!

i have something to tell, but.. i tink it will take some times to jot it down here. however, i'll see u put more in my next entry !