Hana Tajima's

recently i held a very good interest in new trend to wear hijab, look simple and nice. hehe !

and i've tried one, this afternoon after got back from fetching up aerma back at papar. 

after this can try when go to work or jalan2..hehe ! 

people says, this is the trend of Hana Tajima's. Who is she? you guys have to google up for her ! hehe. coz im not really into founder. keeke. =) but her trend of hijab is quite nice, simple and trendy compare to Yuna and Heliza Helmy. hehe ! 

ps : after this, wanna borong again all shawl that is nice and cute ! hehe . so how's peep? =D

My Achievement so far?

I was starting my job as a tutor officially on 22nd of Oct, 2009. If i am reaching the date of 22nd Oct , 2011, means I m officially served ptpl for 2 years. 

And now, seeing how my friends and utpianz ex-classmate progress, i feel a bit jealous (positive one) and saying, "how lucky they are.. they can be what they really wanna be.." 

And now, im starting to think bout my future career path.. Academic field wasnt my first priority . I was planning beforehand to continue my master oversea, but since things getting complicated, I dont think I can further my studies for the time being. In fact, I deferred my master for 1 year last year, hoping that i can go for this year, to be exact on September, but then, things really2 getting complicated, apart from financial problem. It's so hard to be selfish, but i wonder how could such person exist in this world. Exactly, the world is cruel to me. Im feeling so so so so upset regarding this matter. So, for now, bye bye Master of Control System (Eng) , bye bye University of Sheffield, bye bye UK. :(( till we meet again, i really hope real soon. 

Another thing was, I am really2 determined to be an engineer. Teaching wasnt for me. I wasnt saying teaching is bad, in fact, im being thankful to ptpl for accepting me for work. There's a pro and cons. The pros is that,

if i dont be an engineer,

• I wont meet my lovely and annoying little kids (my mentees & students)
• I wont be able to explore Sabah and managed activities
• I wont be able to understand how academic works
• I wont be able to help and take care of my fams in kk

but if i dont be a tutor,

• i would be a successfull engineer (insyaALLAH)
• i would be able to explore oversea and facing challenging working environment
• i no need to achieve the %F for my KPI (work indicator)
• i would be able to earn more , and give more
• i would be able to help my sister in Malacca with her fees

But then, who am i to fight His will. When im starting for job hunt, my friends keep on saying, " dont stop looking ! dont give up. different people has different luck. " and lots2 more. 

And recently, my uncle said, just tried for once, looking up in the website, and dont stop trying ! 

And, again, im crossing all my fingers, hoping and wishing my luck will come around this time. Dear God, do grant my prayer. Amin. 

Till then, my will : I have to be an Engineer ! and I will try not to stop looking ! AMIN AMIN AMIN ya RABBIL ALAMIN. 

Raya ke - 3

Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah the Almighty, for His blessing and love, our open house was successfully held this year.

The open house officially start at 12.30 with Hairuz and Hafiz coming. After eating and chitchatting for some times, Nody came, and not really eating since he just got back from beraya at his cousin's ouze.

Then around 2pm, Bumilah and her family comes, follow by Bu Idah and family, then Pacik Sabdin (i used to call him Abang Adin) and family. So, first time after few years back, I feel the open house raya again just like i had one when we were at home back in Papar.

Then around 3.30pm, all of them going back, then not long after, I received text from Doreen, saying that they'l pay me a visit for raya in awhile. *smile* . Then , around 4.30, Freda and Doreen & the gang (Issma, Wawan and Sharrif) came.

We chitchatting a bit, here and there, and around 5.30 they all went back. Since my open house are from 11 to 8pm, im still waiting if there's other family or friends will pay us a visit. But then, I guess that's all for our open house today. I was quiet tired, not to mention my other family members.

Million thanks to Mama (for sponsoring sayur , sotong and bhn2 for tomyam, and for rendang ayam, agar2 & custard), thanks to my lil sis Aerma Fatiemah & husbands (for lamban & sotong) , thanks to my little brother, Abang who helped with the dishes and tidy up things, and thanks to Anisahasnah (for helping bit here and there) in order to ensure the success of this event. Alhamdulillah, the open house for 2011, was successfully held.

I dint take pics though, nway, a nice memory created and tightly keep in my mind.

Last but not least, Thank You ! ^^

ps : i did invite some friends, but they just dont seem to bother to come. Not all, but few. I did invite from last year, yet, they cant come, eventhough they promised to come. Herm. I dont know if they are my fwens anymore. I should just back off. =) I dont belong to that clique. Thank you for being my friend bfore. ^^

Raya Raya Raya

Malam nie malam terakhir Ramadhan, insyaALLAH, malam ke 30. Alhamdulillah, setakat nie, bilangan teraweh yang dilakukan tidak la sebanyak mana, tetapi lebih banyak dari tahun2 lepas. Alhamdulillah.

Aktiviti-aktiviti x berfaedah as if masok panggung tgk wyg, maen game , or masok bilik kbox dah d tinggalkan sepenuhnya pada bulan puasa nie, bagi menghormati bulan Ramadhan. Bukan nk tunjuk baek , tp niat masing2, fahaman masing2. for those yg terasa tue, sorry ya. =) peringatan untuk diri sendiri jg. =)

seperti x terasa, pejam celik, pejam celik, dah nk abis da bulan Ramadhan. Syukran. Penat, mmg penat berpuasa, lebey2 lagi bila terpaksa berdiri 6 jam dan 'membebel' tanpa henti dpn student. Air liur pn kering. Nak marah pn, mcm kurang2 sket. haha ! emo pn, ada la sket2. =)

tp yg x best nya, bila ada 'orang besar' yg nk memanipulasikan diri ni. geram jg ditembak mcm2. kerja manada senang, even kerja cuci tandas pn penat jg. Aku kerja separuh mati, bknnya x buat kerja.. bknnya x mengajar.. bkn juga x berusaha. Kalau da diberi smpy 4 subjek, diberi lg tugas sampingan mcm2.. robot pn boley rosak. kalau soalan exam sudah d bagi hint, tp masih ramai yg x reti menjwb soalan, dan % 'F' itu ramai, salah pensyarah ka itu??

syarat masok kolej, setakat 3 credit, regardless from which background the students come. mcmn nk target tinggi? org laen fizik belajar bab 1 - 11 shj sudah amek masa 2 tahun (form 4 n 5), how can u expect student from art background to study fizik bab 1 - 11 for only 4-5 months?? mcm ridiculous kan?

geram betul. hadiah raya boss  bg kat aku, "aerna, klu ko xmo kasi drop itu student, u better make sure during final exam dorg pass subjek nie.. sy xmo dgr nama ko lagi balik2 naek meeting setiap semester.." ouch ! very harsh. rasanya, ranking Oct 2010 and Mac 2011 , aku berada d kedudukan top 5 and top 20 daripada 80 org lecturer ( based on student's survey). ayat dia.. ya ALLAH.. teruk sgt ka aku?? mmg kena attack migrain terus. xde mud buat keja lgsung. haiyo.

okay la. mari cerita pasal raya plak. tahun nie wish raya kurang. erm. kad raya pn kurang. cuma kolej je yg baek hati bagi kad raya , tuk bg dgn mentee. jimat kos. hee. dan mcm biasa, sb student ramai sgt (19 ja kot - yg muslim), maka, raya kali nie, ayat simple2 ja, bkn mcm taun2 lepas, ada pantun segala. =)

mood raya? haha ! baru 1 ramadhan, aku da beriya2 mau shopping raya, kat JB plak tue. hehe ! las2 mau dkt raya, pokai trus. bonus pn x byk, ckup2 untuk beli bhn2 kueh, bekas kuih, perhiasan rumah, curtain, air botol, beras dan mcm2 lg. ada jg la, RM500++ dari bonus habis ke situ sja. Ini semua mama yg mau.. mmg kenot say NO la. huhu. xpa2. duit boley d cari.. (wponk agak susah)

duit raya? alamak ! hhaha ! npkny akan berkurang la duit raya dlm sampul. bajet da lari la adik2. haha =) tp kueh byk... mai2 dtg umah, raya ke-3 ya. insyaALLAH. =)

oh! I finally made some memories with my mentees tuk ramadhan le 25 (malam ganjil). Yela, mana tau, next year , x sempat sambut Ramadhan dan Syawal bersama2. Almaklumlah, tempoh 2.5 tahun mereka dkt kolej sdh hampir dekat. Nanti akan dapat 'anak baru'. Syukran, berbuka puasa, bersolat fardhu dan bersolat teraweh bersama2 di rumah. Walaupun x ramai yg dtg, syukur, masih ada yg sudi berkongsi memori. Semoga doa setiap kita di makbulkan oleh Allah S.W.T. AMIN.

birthday mama ! 28.08.2011. Harini, tp terlupa da janji dgn dorg jos mau jmp dkt party play, berbuka puasa bersama2. alamatnya, potong kek seawal jam 5.45, tp makan nya tgu waktu berbuka. aku, lepas bergambar dan upacara potong kek, bersiap sedia mau keluar. sorry ma. apa2pn, Happy 54th birthday, Mama ! I love  u ! Sorry sb dpt anak dara pemalas buat kerja dapur (mls menyiapkan sungkai, masak lunch, sahur dan dinner) dan kurg membantu kerja2 rumah. Alasan yg mmg alasan : Penat kerja. :(

oh ! semalam aku dan abg struggle buat kueh yg dinamakan 'biskut susu'. tapi, bila rasa.. pei ! rasa tepung je lebey. x sedap.. tersangatlah ! huhu. apa buley buat.. telan je la ya. huhu habis kena 'hentam' mama sb buat kuih tak pandai nk tny pendapat dlu.. isk3..

Setakat ini saja. Update berserta gambar akan diposkan pada entri akan datang. insyaALLAH klu ada masa. hehe . till then, take care bloggers ! ^^

Amalan Masing-masing

peringatan untuk diri sendiri dan rakan2 ~

sempena bulan Ramadhan yg mulia, perbanyakkanlah amal, kurangkan la aktiviti2 malam dan aktiviti2 luar yg tidak berfaedah. =)

alhamdulillah, aktiviti masuk panggung setakat ini sudah dikurangkan, dan solat terawih ku perbanyakkan lagi jika dibandingkan dengan malam-malam ramadhan tahun2 lepas.

Alhamdulillah.

ps : agak menghairankan masih ramai yg aktif menonton wyg ketika bulan puasa . =)

Muka Baru

muka baru ! =) comey x ? =D

Mata Baru

eiy ! 

da seminggu lebey, masih ada lg yg bertanya, kemana perginya spec aku !

eiy ! aku nk gtaw u all... my spec da x brp elok kakinya, so skg tengah tunggu yg baru. 

xkn korunk nk expect aku g keje n mengajar dgn spec yg da bengkok tue? huhu ! 

since lens degree aku tinggi, so, i order my lenses. xmo tebal2.. huhu !

so, korunk sabar ye.. after raya nt ak pakay spek baru aku ok? 

ps : aku pn da rimas asek mengganggu anak mata setiap pagi dengan contact lens tue huhu !

ape pelik sgt ke rupe aku x pakai spek? huhu !