Busy life

Last week mmg busy giler. Mmg x ckup tangan. Sampay amek kaffein terlalu banyak, sehingga badan letih dan longlai. 

Alasan. Iya, mungkin alasan !

Tapi ini fakta , bukannya auta. 

Monday :

Goghi took an MC for 2 days - he cut his finger off while helping his mother during the weekend. So., i have to take care of QVT/ORT trackers for that Monday nite's call. And tomorrow (Tue) we are goin to hv cyclecount . And i need to make sure all the boards in hand is tally with systems. 

And its KPI report time. *gosh

3pm meeting : to finalize the flow of system transaction in YJRA and YDBG. *gosh. then nak wat minit meeting plak. darn ! *byk kirijaa loorr..

So , im dialling in from the lab - coz i know while they are hvg the CSAT slides review on the first hour, for sure there will be a lot of issue which is im not supposed to involved also. I can use the 1st hour to prepare for the cycle count. 

Went back around 11pm. 

Tuesday : 

Cyclecount in progress - no issue, luckily. And , finalizing the minit meeting. sheet. mmg takes time betul la nk edit the flow. Huh. 

Stay lambat lg, due to ORT failures that need some signal measurement and running test. On-call with TomL for the test point & scope shot . Since the rework person was on night shift, have to wait also lei to help with adding wire to the board. 

I know Wed we have the CSAT call at 9, but texted both bosses aldy that im gonna be late. Its 12am by this time around.

Wed :

I came around 9.30am, half an hour late for the call. 

Mr C making a face (kak Alia told me) - tp dlm hati geram jg. I told aldy what awal2 that im gonna be late. :( 

And , tonight im leaving late also . Around 11++pm. And manage to sleep at 4am. 

Thurs :

I came around 9.30am again. We should have our JDSU training today, but that singaporean trainer, is not that good that i lose my interest in the middle of training and leave the training to focus with my other works that due and need to be settled . Yield review and releasing board to JIRA> 

Oh ! its my first year anniversary working in SMART - and, due to some tension and stress by Mr C, i leave the work at 6pm and went for karok and only return back to SMART at 8pm (coz we have the conf call at 7.30pm). Stress released. Call finished around 9.30-10pm. And since the Tuesday JIRA call has been postponed by US team due to hurricane storm to 8am Friday , and i still hv a lotsa of work to do, i decide to come back to work at 12am. Since i might be coming late to work the next day if i went home that 2 or 3oclock in the morning, so i decided to stay awake till morning. And i took 2 canned of nescafe to help me awake.

Im afraid if im late again, Mr C will making a faces again. 

In the meantime, im asking for Abg Boy's help with the Xray .

Friday : 

So i leave the company around 6.30am, and reached home around 7am. Took my shower, perform subuh and dont really do a make up, with glasses (my eyes didnt get good oxygen due to no sleep), around 7.40am i left home for work. 

I reached company around 8am and start the call. Im feeling tired. the call ended up at 10am.

I texted mr N , asking for permission to leave around 12pm, since i came in around 12 am - and luckily he gives permission on this. 

He suggest that im leaving the co before 12noon, and should not see me on 11am. I had only 1 hr to complete whatever i need to complete. 

Seriously, im sleepy - and falling asleep in the middle of work in lab. 

That's it. I am leaving. 

11.30am, i reached home - bought some lunch. 

I leave it on top of my table, and without removing make up, i fall asleep. 

and got awaken at 6pm due to the windy noise outside and lightning. 

i thought i couldnt sleep again, but , i fell asleep again until 10pm that night.

Gosh. I might be truely mreuly tired. 

TTYL!

Hello friend bloggers !

Today i feel like writing ! Too many things happened in my life, and i feel like ever since July till Oct - these months on these years doesnt really bring me good happiness, and keeps on playing with my emotions . I feel like giving up - running away from all the stuff and people and things - and trying to forget EVERYTHING that had happened to my life. 

I dont know where to start - but I feel totally upset - being alone, no friends, no family - no contact . At some point of times, i feel like people's only using me for their own sake. :(

For the first time in my life, i wanna do something for my life , for myself. I just want to. 

Anyway, despite of all the shitty things that i had in my mind and life, i keep on receiving good news - first time hvg external training in KL on Oct, and finally i had been confirmed as Engineer in where my current company , after 4 mths of training as management trainee, and 7months of probation as Engineer. Great ! Now, if i wanna leave this place to work at some other place, i need to give out at least 1 mth notice  ! 

erm. planning to go bangkok this end of year with girlfriends by train - i hope i can get thru the immigration just fine. 

like i said, i wanna do something for myself at the very least after 3years working to earn for people. well, enuf saying. 

TTYL ! :)

I have been thinking on updating this page of mine - but i just dont know where to start.

Syawal kept me busy, indeed.

Ramadhan was awesome - but Ramadhan this year was one of the challenging month ever. I have my emotion and professionalism tested - and i cried, i hurt, i hate - all those negative emotion comes to myself and i decide to spent Ramadhan with a lotsa prayer to Allah S.W.T. , and alhamdulillah, i am able to overcome those -ve feeling and leaving and coming back to kampung in a peace state of mind. :)
I spent almost  2 weeks at kampung for Raya, and for sure, my Syawal this year was AWESOME  ;)
everyone back at home - my nieces, Aleya and Alesya also home. I wanna share the joy by picas, but since i am writing now from office (taking my lunch break), i'll be updating soon once i get back (with more internet connection at home).

I've been very busy

Alhamdulillah, after the storm, there's a rainbow :)

i just realized when i go thru my previous entry - there were soo many typo error, but being lazy i am, i wont re-do that entry. it's being historical to read it thru later when im growing old with this pages. :)

I have started the blogging when i was on my 1st or 2nd year - i couldnt really remember, but counting till now, putting aside the on-off activities - resetting and keep on creating new blog here and there, grossly i can say it has been 7years. :) 

well, not everything you can spoke about with others - sometimes, the writing would help . ;)

enuf crapping. hee..

alhamdulillah, my fever went a bit down, and luckily , today my cough and flu did behave well. but my head is totally messed up. 

since i'll be leaving to home this Wed, i have only today and tomorrow to work things out. There's soooo many things that i have to do, but just dont know where to start. its like im doing some clown juggling overhere - take one things up after another eventho i havent finished with the previous one. Do A, then come B and do B, left A aside. Then come C that need attention before B can be done, so left B aside, then D, E....and so on, and in the end - none of them are properly done on time. 

I admit, i am a bit disorganized - but that how things work in my FA. Huh. 

Since my supervisor is not around also, i am a bit lost also. Haha. I dont know why. But sometimes, i really need to talk and discuss with him - but seeing him soo busy and tight up, i feel pity for him and try not to be soo burdensome . I dont know im being a good subordinate or not good enuf to him. But Sir, pls know that i am doing my best to hold up the FA dignity with your names on it ! :)

So, its 00:31 rite now, and i have to wake up early tomorrow for JIRA FA call with Westford, and have to iron baju kurung for raya celeb tomorrow, so, i tink i need to get sleep rite at this moment. Hee.. 

Pls give me a call for those who had read this tomorrow at 5am. Hee.. i need to get my sahur also. It's been awhile since i have woke up for my sahur. Well, till then, good nite ! :)

Dugaan lg, demam..

yesterday i geel bad sorethroat, which lead to hurtful coughing. i took off from Zohor at 2pm until 5pm in Surau. Since yesterday i got conf call, i decided to stay for the day. 

early that morning i woke up at 5.50am, and check on the calendar, that Subuh is at 5.55am. So i hve another 5mins to eat and drink - to which i forgot to drink the cough medicine. 

I decided to came to work early yesterday, around 6.30am i took my bath and reached office at 8am. the sorethroat become worst.

i went to the company panel clinic, Klinik Bersatu at Inderawasih at 6pm, but the clinic is closed. So i went off to another nearby panel clinick, Klinik Joe Fernandez.

The doc check on me, saying that i am hving infection on my throat and ask me to take antibiotic and some gargle med. I ask for MC< and she give me MC for today. 

To which, i am really hvg my MC after all. 

I got awake at 8am this morning, but just couldnt get up from my bad (i didnt have the chance to drink my med since i missed my sahur again). I fell asleep again, and got awake at 9.30pm.

I texted my supervisor saying that i'l be on my MC due to the fever i had, my throat become itchy, and i avoid to talk much. But i said, i'll be there for the oscilloscope training (i dont want to missed the training). to which, my supervisor first said, "OK Aerna".. but a few minutes later, another text came , " No need to come. The fellow canceled the meeting.. Take care.." when he couldnt reach me by the phone..

Then i give him a call, and ask if they really2 cancelled the training, and he said, "They just called me up, and cancelled the training. They will do it next Tuesday" when i asked when will they postponed the training to. 

So, i spend my day checking on email, and watching kdo, and sleeping in the evening before prayer, and got off to Jusco to pay my bills and buy something for my nieces . In fact i bought another brooch, make up accessories , and 3 shoes - all costs me, RM160. OK, no more things to buy before Raya. 

I feel the fever again. I need to go home asap. But i need to buy some "buka puasa" food. 

I went to Johnny's..but seeing to many people are queuing, i decide to went to KFC , but the queue quite long. So i decide to go to McD, to buy myself some porridge. 

I lost my sense of food, everything tasted plain. uh. If fever can cause me to lost my appetite and "kurus", i guess i can accept this. erm..

good day everyone :) will post some picas when the fever cooling down.

Ramadhan's post and update

its been awhile since i am jotting this page. 

occassionally reading this page, bloggers friend page - yet lazy to jotting down, but i know i have a lotsa stories wanna share, but the moods isnt there. :)

until today, my supervisor shows me his wife's blog when we are in the meeting - ahax !  I didnt know he wants to show me that. It happens when i read the mail on new Nikon camera that Zhariff, the technician send to us, and my supervisor ask, " you wanna buy?" and i said no, i just go thru the new model from Nikon.

And he said, his wife pressuring him to bought her one of those DSLR, since his wife love to blogged, and all these while she is using the small digicam that we have used for 2,3 years ago. And i said to him, "yes, you should buy her one. " to which he said, its price is 4k..hoh !

ok, that's why i feel like to start off this pages again. :)

how are you dear bloggers? have life been treating you well? I hope everything going just fine. 

Has Ramadhan been a good month to u so far? I hope it does.

Well. at the early Ramadhan, especially on my birthday last week - i didnt really have a great week, in fact, that is the baddest and worst "birthday gift" ever. . :') (smile even i feel worst and upset inside)

How could you not remember your own birthday if your friends and siblings started to texted wishing u the great birthday ? Eventho, i didnt expect my closest friends did not remember , or maybe too busy  to wish me birthday? Not even my mum and my lil bro. :( but its okay, maybe they dont have credit to call me up. 

And every year, its like that, free call from Maxis, but i had nobody to call? Sounds pitiful. Ahax ! Free credit wasted just like that. 

At company, the first person to wish me is Stephanie. I didnt really know that she would remember the day? Thanks Steph, then Goghi, our FA management trainee, followed by Jothis and Siti who is accidentally was staying in the FA lab at that time. 

To my surprise, kak Pathma, the manufacturing leader supervisors came and wish me birthday in the lab. Thanks Kak ! Then, Rais come and said, "Kak Aerna, happy birthday" and i was wondering who called me. Its Rais, "Thanks Rais". Then my supervisor came, and said jokingly to Rais," what are you doing here? invading the FA lab?"And Rais reply in Tamil, "Wishing her birthday , anae" some sort like that laa.. haha. i am no good in Tamil though. , but mixing up with them for quiet some times now, i am slowly trying to understand what they have been talking about. 

Then, Silen, my supervisor, Shon - had wished me birthday, and Kak Milah too. :)Abg Boy is sending an email since i am avoiding talk to him for these few days because of some issue that annoyed me.  Thanks for those who remembered and wish. The thought is the greater gifts , indeed. 

No cake, no nothings. I am preparing my own birthday party with Kak Fida, the ex-Flash debug, and i said, lets eat some cake at Perda and, indeed , i have to belanja her la since i was the one asking. 

So, we went to Jusco, and ended up in Secret Recipe - i choose 2 slice of different cake , Tiramisu and Moist choc (maybe..i couldnt remember).. but, the tiramisu is x sedap langsung ! hee

Here is some picas : 

31st July - the renovation of Aerna Effarena :)

one of the slice cake..at Secret Recipe, Jusco Perda

my cup of hot choc..

the 2 days after (Aug 2nd) - bad things occurred on the day after b-day.. :(  wearing specky to cover my eyesore..

Regained back my strength on Aug 4th. Yakin bahawa Allah S.W.T itu ada, and dugaan puasa yg Dia beri pada hari kemarin sebagai ujian keimanan dan ketabahan emosi , dan akal hambaNya.

Ya Allah,

Jauhkan lah mulut hambaMu ini daripada menuturkan kata2 kurang elok ketika amarah, jangan lah Kau benarkan air mata ku ini gugur kerana menahan amarah, dan kuatkan la iman dan akalku ketika berada dalam emosi amarah yg menjadi kesukaan syaitan dan iblis. 

SesungguhNya, biarkan lah hambaMu ini lemah di mataMu, tapi ingin kuat di hadapan insan lain. 

Amin ya rabbal alamin, perkenankanlah doaku. 

penutup hari 31st July - went off for Teraweh, to pray and wish for the best. Whatever may comes, Allah knows what is the best for His humankind. 

Quick Updates

its been a long time i've been leaving these pages empty. hehe.

the last update was from when i was travelling back home, well. long journey maah, taking next flight from Png-kk-png. haha. I have times to jotting these down bck then. Hehe.

After coming back to start work, i was getting busy and busier and busiest ! No mood of writing down eventho i have a lotsa tings wanna share. But, as usual, i tend to forget things. Uhu !

Quick updates : 

- my FA & Debug team is growing with additional 2 snr debug tech, 2 FA eng & 2 mngmt trainee : which adding to me, Abg boy, silen and Clement, total up we are 10 altogether. 

- will be hvg outing these upcoming Friday-sunday. Preparing for the "Glittering 60's Dinner" , with tight budget, I am hoping for the OK. :)

- my current colleague at work aka my hosmet had been attending interview last week at B company in Island for her HR position, and she'll b attending another 2nd interview tmro - and if she success, she might leaving the current company and house as well ! Which means, i'l b all alone in this home . huhu

Oh, it's Rejab ! Ever since last week im saying to myself, that i need to get fasting ! And tmro, i'll b starting my qada' puasa for 4 days (as friday is outing n everyth). Anyway, Happy Rejab-ing everyone, and till we meet again :)